1.11.12

Animal Yoga

My lower back is aching worst than ever. Prescribed painkillers does not help. I should make time for yoga. The doctor specifically said to practice the cats and dogs position. Well, I want it to rain heavily instead.



The need to please

It is almost like an obsession. To slowly change yourself to an idea. Something that symbolizes what is yearned or fought for. The desire to be loved and wanted. Is it worth it?

Is it worthy to become you. Because all you do is yourself. All you seek is only in your eyes. How shameful to not love anything else.

Sliver underneath. Could you handle it? Burn the iron and stick it in. No tears, no screams. You're stronger than this.


in january i died


met you too early, met you too late
maybe we should have dealt with our issues separately
you shouldn't have call
i shouldn't have rested my head on you
we chased the idea
and time consumes
we were tired with a heavy heart

matters have stumbled
and we fell

i know you want me around
where do you want to put me?