Run

I lost myself in the midst of living. I don't remember disliking myself so much as I do now. All I want now is to move forward. I will not go back there. I will not go back there again.

And I know you won't let me.

Thank you for last night. Tears pour like rain in October. You were right. Ever since I came back from the states, I didn't know how to be here. My mind is somewhere else. Always hopping here and there. Physically here but my mind and soul is constantly searching for the unsearchable.